The Price of Awakening & Standing in Your Truth
The Dissolution of Unconscious Contracts
The jouney of awakening in one’s spirual jouney will be life changing. It’s one of the stages of ascenion journey. The realisation, you’re the universe. You’re not in the world but the world is within you, an you’re part of it. People will be drifting away, and it feels like grieving, but sometimes it’s necessary you can’t tolderate drame like before and your nervious system and coherence has changed. Once you awaken, it becomes difficult for people to share the same emotions. Because you don’t reinforce shared identity, unconscious contracts are dissolved. People are identified with small identites with many labels and categories. You won’t fit any box, you know your real face, it’s infinite witness.
In this process, many people drift away—not because of personal conflict, but because you don’t share any common point. It’s like you’re living in a separate, beautiful personal universe. Even though you’re living with other people, you don’t share a common ground. This is the problem.
Many relationships are formed with unconscious contracts and shared stories or narratives. When you don’t reinforce them, it feels like you’re speaking to a wall, or conversations feel shallow.
There is also another thing: you become psychologically invisible. You exist in the world, but people don’t register you. You’re living like a ghost. This is because your frequency has risen, and it filters people at lower frequencies, and their energies don’t receive you. People feel you’re not giving any feedback to them like you used to.
It’s a very lonely journey. It’s not easy to travel in your truth, but you have to stand by it—not to preach to somebody, but because you believe in it, even though the majority of people are not on your side. Otherwise, nobody would. It requires a lot of courage and a strong sense of freedom. You will build your sense of self with a lot of integrity, and you can easily see all the patterns.
Many people come with a lot of prejudices and try to fix you. You strip away all their illusions, and they see their reflection in you. Later, they become uncomfortable speaking with you because they can’t handle your truth.
Overall, it’s an amazing journey. You know eventually, truth wins.